I'm doing better now.

I sat down and really thought about things, and I'm going to make a lot of changes in my life.

I'm going on this South Beach diet... (which is rather funny, my mom bought me the book, and Josh's Mom was on it)

I already lost enuff weight to get into jeans that are 3 sizes smaller than I normally wear. w00t!

I'm just going to let things go... Make no effort on my part. I don't know what I keep doing wrong. I just want to be happy. I'll get through this all somehow.

Other than that, I Have nothing else to really write. I'm going to be working soon and getting my life together FOR ME. and no one else.

Tired of getting hurt all the time.