There's a million things running through my mind, but somehow I can't bring myself to say them to you.

When I see your face or feel your kiss, it makes me forget all the misery or sadness I feel. Why do you do that to me?

You say you care, but you make no extra effort, or barely an effort at that, anymore.

Maybe you think everything's fine and cool, but it's not.

How can you bring me so much happiness, but make me feel so much pain at the same time?

What is going through your mind?

What are you thinking?

What are you feeling?

I know you are unhappy, but you have no intention or plan to change it anytime, soon.

Why do you push me away?

You know I care and want to help but you won't let me. You leave me as nothing but a bystander to watch you live in agony.

Maybe you avoid me to keep me from finding out a secret, something you don't want me to know. Maybe you don't do it intentionally, I don't know.

Lies, silence, and nothing add on every day to cause more pain in the end.

I have no idea what to do other than just hope things turn out okay and I pray it won't be the end, or too late.