I guess it's been awhile since I've updated.

I haven't felt all that great lately. The last two days, I spent most of it sleeping. That's a huge sign that I am depressed. I don't really know why.

I'm just tired of the way things are... I'm trying to change them, just seems like it's taking longer to fulfill everything.

I had a date last week with this guy from India... the movie Shrek 2 was great, but he tried to kiss me and I seriously wanted to throw up.

I can't go on dates and be ok with everything, when I know my heart belongs to someone else.

He and I don't talk as much as we used to, and he came to visit for a few days and stayed... that was nice.

I just don't know what to do with it all anymore.

I'm unhappy with my job, because... all people do is bitch and bitch about how we're shorthanded or how I might have missed a Monday and they were alone. Yeah, so what, I do it all the time... I don't bitch about it.

Anyway,

So I love Coheed and Cambria... They've got a new song out (well that they've redone... and it kicks.) They are starting to play them more on the radio, which is cool

I got the new Pillar cd... it's sooo awesome. The new sound and songs blew me away.

Let's see... what else...

Jerry and I are gonna hang out tonight.

I will probably go up home for the 3rd and 4th for Bobstock.

The end?