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November 02, 2004 - 10:26 a.m.

So... you are going to hate me... hehehe.

I am not moving now. Things are worked out. Hooray!

My weekend was sooo freaking fun! Let's start out with the crappy stuff first tho...

Thursday... I watched Finding Nemo and cuddled... that was nice. Then I drifted off to bed while talking to my friend... and woke up crying because I was hurting and was having trouble breathing. I went into the kitchen to get a glass of water and I passed out. I don't remember much of it. I remember waking up gasping for air sitting in a chair in the kitchen with Nikki, Joe, and Bill around me. It hurt so much to breathe, and I kept trying to breathe but I couldn't. I was crying really hard. Hyperventilating. I couldn't feel anything out of my left hand. Then my feet went numb. They took me to the Emergency Room. Supposedly I was having a panic attack. I used to have those when I was little and I would cry hard and not breathe right... but usually they are due to stress and being upset. I was freaking trying to sleep? so I don't know what caused it. Anyway, they were aminate about my ears too. I still have the bad ear infection... guess my right ear looks worse than the left, but the left is the one i can't hear out of. The ER nurse was a hot guy... young ku med student. hah. and how embarassing to talk about girly stuff with a hot guy. many fun times were had. it was the scariest freaking thing ever.

Moving on.

Friday - I didn't do much. Ate with Nikki and Joe. then we picked up Issac and went and played pool. Nikki and I got bored so we played some DDR and kicked some hiney then did the cha cha slide with a big group at the bowling alley. It was fun. Issac still gives me crap about the first time I met him. He makes me laugh so hard.

Saturday - Bill came over, Nikki, Joe, and I all went to see "Saw" it was pretty ridiculous. You could call half of it. I laughed through most of it... pretty cheesy, but the ending wasn't bad... didn't expect it to end that way. Oh the emergency alarms went off and we had to get up but didnt miss the movie, they still gave us a free movie pass.

Sunday - was lazy. made good food. no trick or treaters! :( went to see the Grudge with Nik and Joe. Made caramel apples. Carved pumpkins. It was a blast.

Sorry Matt - I wanted to come but I did what Nikki wanted to do... next time, I swear! :)

Umm so what else.... no internet at my house. SO i wont update or be online unless I'm at moms or I suddenly become rich. so call me.

over and out, roger.

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A perfect world...this sort of thing only happens in my dreams.

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