And the stars aren't out tonight...These wishes I've wished, and these dreams I've chased...
November 23, 2004 - 4:41 p.m.
New Picture!!!!!! YAY!

Worked all week and most of the weekend... Nothing new really.
Friday night, Bill and I went to some Thai place in Westport. It was... different? I'm not sure what to think, haha. It wasn't gross, but not something I would eat normally. I told him I wanted to go somewhere I had never been before. So that's where we ended up.
Saturday night, I cooked a huge supper (lots of left overs)... didn't really do much but clean, and then Joe, Nikki, and I rented Elf and Van Helsing and bought ice cream. Hehe. Elf was awesome! I loved it. Made me giggle so much.
Teej from PA called me Saturday night. Which was awesome! I haven't talked to him in quite some time. Hopefully, we will stay in better touch. Kinda awkward talking to anyone from PA now that things didn't work out with Josh. But that's in the past.
I didn't really feel good, so came up to Mom's to get away... GET THIS...
I come home last week... guess what's in my front yard? A freaking FOR SALE sign. I was so upset. The landlords didn't really even say much about it after I asked. They brought a realtor over the other day... After I got off work, I came home and sat around for a few, and then took a shower, I get out of the shower and there's freaking people I don't know in my house!! I was soo mad. They said they knocked and rang the doorbell and since the landlords were with them, they unlocked the door... What kind of crap is that? But supposedly, Joe knew and sent me a text message, but I never got it? So I don't know what's going to happen really. I can't afford to find another place to live right now. Everyone wants first month and a deposit and sometimes last months rent all up front. There's no way I have that kind of money right now. We all know how broke I am, as it is. Doesn't really give me a choice, but to move back to my Mother's. They own the house next door and Leigh is living in it right now, so that's an option... but it sucks, because I don't want to quit my job, I don't want to move back. I know... things happen for a reason. but come on?!
Derek's Show is tonight... I can't wait! I am so excited... You'll read more about him later.
I think I have to work Thanksgiving and all - which means I can't leave to come spend it with my family ... so if you guys don't have anything to do Thursday in KC... let me know and we'll all hang out.
I got to talk to Stephen which was nice! I miss him a lot... We've been calling each other almost every weekend tho.. pretty cool. He says he thinks he'll come down to visit me this summer... I haven't seen him in two years!!!! So that would rock!
Anywho...
Tat's it for now.
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A perfect world...this sort of thing only happens in my dreams.
Falling to Remember - Stumbling to Forget