I was told I needed to update... so here goes.

Nothing really new.

Not much luck with the job. I didn't get the job at the bank, but got referred to a teller position? We'll see where that goes. Otherwise, I'm starting to get really worried about it.

I plan on going back to school... but I don't know where I want my life to go at this point. I mean, I really do... it's just kind of far-fetched, and would take a little to get there.

My plan for now is to just make it thru Christmas and all. Then see where to go next.

I made cookies this week, they didn't turn out that great :( oh well.

I get to go see Josh in about 9 days. HOW SWEET is that? I'm so excited. He's so awesome. I really hope things go well, but I have a good feeling they will. I can't believe how well things are going between us right now. He treats me like a princess. I would have never believed that we would have ended up together. After 6 years, I guess things just happen. Then again, my Mom and Grandma always used to tell me... sometimes you fall in love with a childhood friend, or someone you never thought you would. It's happened. I couldn't be happier. I love him so much!!

I don't really do a lot anymore. Basically sit at home and waste away, lol. I know eventually things have to get better...

I haven't heard from my Dad. But that really isn't a surprise.

Had a nice long talk with my Grandma on Sunday. She moved to Arizona. Was telling me how much she loves it out there and wants to stay out there. Which is cool. maybe someday I'll get to visit.

I think I over react too much anymore. I don't know how to handle things, so I just freak out and get upset. WHICH BLOWS. but I don't know how else to deal with stress, sometimes.

Anyway, that's all, really.

Nothing new to write about... nothing going on..

Happy, Mom? :-P