So call me crazy... but Joe and I are getting a place together.

We looked at two houses today... Both I really liked... One would require a lot of cleaning and stuff... looks like it hasn't been lived in at least a year or more... the owner doesn't live in state.. so the trees in the back after the storm were broken down and the yard had all kinds of "debris" in it... So I told the lady, if they cleaned that and the house a bit. (there was a lot of stuff still in it)and lowered the rent by like 60 bucks, we'd work with it.. or if I cleaned it, I'm not paying a deposit.

Anyway... The one by KU med center.. was awesome, and they even lowered the rent $100. so... it'd be 800/month for a 3 bedroom... a huge fenced yard for Romeo. We talked it over some tonight - and I think we're gonna call them back tomorrow and say we want it. It's really nice..

I think living with my best friend will be pretty cool.... biggest thing is - any guys I ever date will have to be cool with him - since our past...

It's like Will and Grace... minus Joe not being gay and all... We're so close and it's like a relationship within a friendship... but not romantic. it's crazy to even explain. My best friend... Leigh - is not even this close to me.

I had a pretty shitty day, but things are looking up.

My car broke down again :(

I hope whatever is wrong with my car isn't something major... if it is - I might as well get a new car. No sense in putting more money into something that isn't even worth it... Just why does it have to happen to me all at once?

Walmart isn't gonna be around much longer - the job sucks, I can't handle it... I really gotta find something new. Especially since we'll have a little more expenses through utilities for this place. Cable and all that can be split...

I am really excited.

Mom was down here today, which was a really good thing - I would have been stuck on the side of the road in my car.... I wish I could hit the lottery... or find an awesome job - so I wouldn't have to have their help. I hate asking for help... in any form... I want to be independent and do things on my own. I'm the one kid in my family that actually has their own place and works... and doesn't ask for help and man does it suck when I have to... I am lucky to have the parents I do... I am thankful for that.

Anyway, it's late... time for bed.