So to use the line "Shit hit the fan" this weekend... is merely an understatement.

I'll try to make this as short as I can... because it's a LONG story.

This girl is seeing - screwing- whatever... with my roommate. She's over nearly every night. I do not have a problem with this girl... in fact, we have become friends and I enjoy her company as well. (especially weird because we all know that I don't get along with many females.) Well, in a short amount of time (about a month and a half) the girl and I have actually become quite good friends and we talk a lot about different things. She asked me if I thought she was wasting her time with my roommate. My reply - "wasting time? I thought you guys were just friends?" and then not much was said afterwards... then the subject comes up again later... Obviously, this girl has more than just friendly feelings towards my roommate. (I'm a girl, I pick up on these things... been there done that!) So I ask her about it... (its cute really) and she says she's confused and yeah she does like him, yadda yadda. Well... fast forward a few weeks ahead.

My friend TJ (airforce buddy) came to town to visit. He goes with Nikki and I to find my roommate a birthday present. We're all getting along... having fun. and on the way home we all got to talking. TJ thinks that my roommate doesn't respect her like she should be. Which is true... Call me morally challenged or something. but if you spend a lot of your time with someone, kiss them in public, hold their hand, say mushy gushy crapo, sleep with them, and take them on dates... I don't think that's just a fuck buddy relationship. So she asks me if I think he's playing her. I didn't lie or cover up. I said yeah.

Ok so for a little more drama.... my roommate doesn't like TJ... For whatever reasoning I don't know. but it all started with telling the dog to shut up. Fuck, I do that. Anyway, since I know it bugs him, I told TJ not to say that too loud in his presence... then Joe walks into the room and gets in his face and tells him to quit. not smart. well whatever TJ doesn't say anything. we go about our business. Another discussion between Nikki and I takes place... the beans are spilled. TJ gets involved, because he's there, listening.. next thing I know. TJ is outside smoking a cigarette theres some yelling going on then Joe storms into the living room and starts yelling at me, telling me that TJ has to leave now. which pisses me off. we argue for 10 minutes or something. he gets in TJ's face again. Which TJ is nice for letting it go... but he's more than just a little pissed. (come on don't fuck with someone that kills people for a living) so then Joe leaves. TJ was getting ready to leave, but I make the goodbyes short because I don't want anything to happen.

Joe texts me. Nikki texts me. TJ texts me. ALL out fucking drama. So Joe isn't mad because I told Nikki what all is going (which in my defense, it's not like I blatently told her to hurt anyone, she asked, i didnt say like omg hes such a fag and is totally sleeping with like 9 girls and you're just another one of his bitches) I said that he does spend time with other people. you're getting treated like crap. played. i dont want you to get hurt. blah blah... draw your own conclusions... not so vindictive bitchiness is it?

Joe is pissed because TJ is involved. yeaaaaaa you're right i drug him into it and was like omg guess what joe is doing to nikki.. yea fucking right. what you do with your life is your own business.. but she is already feeling let down, she asked me a few simple questions, i dont hide things or lie. take it for what you what girl.. and she did.

I'm such a shitty person because TJ threatened Joe after the 3rd time of getting in his face.. that if he did it again, consequences will be in order... someone got in my face like that, i woulda said a lot more. so now I'm in trouble because of TJ being involved and threatening him and how he would never let anyone threaten me he would protect me and he loves me sooo much and cant believe i would let that happen. what a crock o f bullshit. then its all about how i let a boy come in between all of us... More or less.. the end of the story. Everyone's pissed at each other. I dont really give a fuck. TJ and I are friends. he's like me. call it like ya see it, not gonna lie. I think someone's just pissed because an outsider called him on his game. Bunch of drama. and thats not even the whole story.. lol. thats just the fast version. i left a lot out.

im tired of drama all the time. im ready to move out. i have been contemplating moving back to Princeton. save money. then we'll see... I don't know. Still figuring shit out.

On a brighter note... Bryan came to KC for a nascar race with one of his friends last minute... so we got to meet. and his friend's sister (where they were staying) ironically lives right down the street. so we hung out, went to the bar and had a drink and talked. then bummed around walmart and came back to the house and watched movies. we joke around about how we're married... and he made a comment that took me by surprise but you all don't get to hear about that yet :-)

Tired of reading yet?

Anyway, no more internet at my house for awhile. computer and net are both screwed so im just not dealing with it right now. I check my mail and stuff once a week. so entries will be few for awhile. if ya want. freaking call me ok? :)