And the stars aren't out tonight...These wishes I've wished, and these dreams I've chased...
August 07, 2004 - 5:23 p.m.
So there is a lot of confusing parts in my life right now. I'm not even really sure where to begin. It's soo crazy. If you really want to know, message me, most of you already know.
So the move went okay... I am like 90% moved. lol. I still have to move my computer and desk.
Life has been stressful. I've been losing a lot of hair off my head. When I freak out and get stressed - that happens. Sounds gross huh?
I NEED to find a job over here in Ks - I am working on it, but I can only do so much. I saw that Spencer's is hiring in Oak Park Mall and back at Metro North - so I applied at both. We will see. I miss working there, so it'd be easy. Walmart sucks. My hours have been cut. I can't do this crap.
Things between Joe and I are well.. I don't even want to get into that. That's a whole 'nother entry.
I've been a ball of emotions... for many reasons. I don't understand it all, and it's driving me crazy!
Romeo got into my room the other night and ripped apart my favorite stuffed animals. I already had a crappy day, a little spat with Joe, and then this... I just started bawling for like an hour and a half. I sewed them both up. My duck now has a name, it's Gimpy. One leg is shorter than the other, it adds character? :(
So that's it really, I just wanted to update some, but I really have no desire to sit here and write.
When will everything work out?
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A perfect world...this sort of thing only happens in my dreams.
Falling to Remember - Stumbling to Forget