Wow, yesterday was a pretty emotional day. Dealing with death and family, then issues at home, really sucks... but I think things are panning out. I HOPE.

Now, that I've been through it before and got better, I can notice things... and I feel like I'm starting to fall down in the deep black rut... depression... and it's a damn hard thing to get out of. I'm really trying to get it before it gets worse... Hopefully I can.

Josh is great. Wonderful to me. We talk nearly every night, and he's been there through things to help me out. He's like the best friend I could ever ask for. He's just soooo awesome.

I actually signed up for school next semester... Big HOLY Shit, right there. Yeah, I'm going to do it.

FINALLY...

Anyway, that's it. Whee