It seems like every time, things finally get settled and you become ok with situations... things go even more wrong.

Sure, I'm not the happiest in the world... but I was becoming accustomed to how everything was going.

After July 4th, I will be in a new department at work. I hate how things are now... mostly due to the people. I feel like I'm doing my job, plus everyone else's. I run around to different departments and do things for everyone - because I'm nice. Because I can't say no. I go out of my way for everyone else, but I get next to nothing in return. I'm tired of being nice.

I am confused on my relationships with people... I want so badly to be in a regular dating relationship again. But I don't want all the drama... I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone. I keep telling myself - it's easier this way, that it gives me time to focus on me... that will help me in the future... but I'm unhappy.

I used to think happiness was only situational. You had a real choice on how your life goes. Most of the time it is a choice... but there are some things you have no control over... and man, does that suck.

My car is broke.