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January 24, 2004 - 10:14 a.m.

I had a pretty good week. Classes are going good. Still looking for a better job, and a better apartment or place to live.

I looked at one over in Westport last night. It wasn't bad, but it's about the size of my ROOM i have now. $395/month. utilities paid. I am still going to look and think about it some more.

Dropped by Em's for a few... then...

Spent the evening with Haider last night. We had a lot of fun. He's a really nice guy. We watched "Stealing Harvard" - it was pretty funny. Haider told me a lot about England and his life there and life now here.... he's got the cutest accent, and is just all around adorable.

I did something to my knee tho the other day, I think it's just popped outta place or something... If I could pop it, I'd think it'd feel better.... plus I Have a bad cold - I tried to fight it off early, but didn't work. I've already made Jennifer and Haider sick :(

The Johnsons are really screwing me over in hours and pay... it's pissing me off... They took off Friday without telling me - after they said to come over to get my paycheck friday morning... spose to go to Cali this weekend, but still very odd...

I'm just probably going to quit... This is getting ridiculous tho, I just wish something good would come along in that department.

As for the most part, I've gained a lot of self confidence in the last few weeks. I got aggressive about things, and refused to be a quitter or a loser... and things are taking place, sure it's slow, but it's a start.

I had a nice visit with my Mom and Stepdad this week, when they came down... An email my mom sent to me about comments my stepdad made and what she was telling, really made me feel good...

There's still some shitty parts in my life, but things are turning around... bout time!!

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A perfect world...this sort of thing only happens in my dreams.

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