And the stars aren't out tonight...These wishes I've wished, and these dreams I've chased...
December 05, 2003 - 12:34 a.m.
First it starts with just a general crappy week...
gets worse each day.
2 faced people freaking kill me. I love how people pretend to be your friend but secretly make fun of you behind your back, or dog you.
Apparently, my life is just nothing but a joke to some people. Go ahead, Laugh... everyone else is.
My college majors are a joke. My dream for my life is a joke. My existance is a joke. The most wonderful thing in my life is a joke...
I don't get it. I really don't. How can people be so cruel?
I am giving up on trusting others. I am giving up on "friends". They've shown me all the reasons to go through with that. Liars, 2 faced, Rude, and Vindictive people.. I hope you are happy.
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A perfect world...this sort of thing only happens in my dreams.
Falling to Remember - Stumbling to Forget